motivation

Things I want and things I want to be.

Age: 21
Height: 5'5
HW: 160 (end of college freshmen year)
SW: 148 (summer before college junior year)
LW: 125 (beginning senior year)

CW: 142
GW 1: 140
GW 2: 130
GW 3: 125
FG: 120

food.

velveeta mac & cheese cup

grilled chicken breast on a weird sandwich bread

— 7 months ago
haven’t had an appetite at all since last friday.

i’m not avoiding eating entirely, but definitely eating much less. today was the most i ate and that was half of a small omelette, some hash browns, and some of a blueberry muffin. i came home tonight and my mom is making one of my favorite dishes so i’ll probably eat decent tonight.

the scale says i lost 5lbs and that’s with clothes on. so that’s awesome. i can tell in my hips the most. hope i can catch up on sleep this break so i can get back to exercising next week.

CW: 145 lbs

— 7 months ago

school has been crazy and so has life. i always forget about tumblr when i have time to be on here. 

haven’t been as healthy as i wanted at school. but due to an emotional last night and schedule that is too busy I probably won’t have the desire or time to eat as much. 

the sad thing is how i don’t have the energy to go to the gym and i barely have time to sleep enough.

— 8 months ago